Why?

Why is it that everything I do is wrong? I can never please anybody. Do something nice for one friend, and you upset another. Jeez, when will everybody be happy? Does she know as well that I read pretty much every word that she writes on her blog? Doubt it. I never once denied saying anything bad about her. I don't want to say anything bad, but really? Who doesn't say something bad about someone in their life. Grrr. He has not told me everything, and I have not told him everything. Yes, there has been things shared between us, but its not like either one of us is going to go and blab away at whoever walks by. Now...he and I don't share as much as a couple months back. It doesn't really matter to me, but idk, just miss having someone to really talk to about things, without others finding out from him. Not many people these days can be trusted with personal thoughts. I don't really have anyone who I can fully trust, or who would even want to hear it. I'm sorry alright? I don't know what I did, not when I did it, but if it makes you happy, then I'm sorry.

You say I'm this 'pretty', 'nice', 'kind', 'beautiful' person. When really....I'm not. I rarely ever think of myself in this way. Please don't refer me as these adjectives. They mean nothing, yet everything. I hate when people say these things, especially when I know they are not true. Just please, stop...