Summerrrrrrr..

Yep, it's that time of year again: Summer. Now most people would be all "Yay! its summer. I can't wait for everything that's gunna happen!" Yeaaaaaaa....not how I am. Okay, yea, I look forward to summer, hoping things wont turn out the way I know it will. Every summer, i lose contact with so many people. 3 months with out certain people I wish I could see everyday, just like how it was when we were in school. There are the people who you don't know if your going to see at all. There are the people who say "Oh yea! We need to hang this summer!" and thats the last you hear from them until the fall. Then theres the people that stick by yourside all summer long : ) Yeaaa, doesn't happen too much. Only person I can say for sure that has done that is my bestie Ashley Sivertson : D Pretty awesome she is. I hope to see all of my friends in the summer, even if it's only once. Once is enough for me. Problem is: I'm stuck in this prison I call home. My dad makes me feel like I'm a prisoner in his house. "No friends over! No you can't go there! Be home before this time! You don't need to be running around! You're just kids! You can stay home! I don't like that person! You can stay home!" He has an excuse for everything. So here I am, wanting to go and hang out with people. Nope, can't do it. Dad won't let me. I don't see what the point of getting a license this summer is. My dad's not going to let me drive like I want anyways, so what's the point? Who knows? Probably so I can do the things they don't want to or can't do, like bring my brother to baseball? Oh well i guess : /. I really would like to see 'him' this summer, but I know that that's not going to happen, unfortunately. Oh well. Well, maybe things will be different this summer? Maybe I will get to have a life? Or will I stay prisoner in this house? Who knows...I don't.